Craps~

YES ARH !!!! i passed my N's finally ! lolx ..
HASINGBO !!! WAHASINGBO !!!
okay ! i should feel rather happy and a sigh of relief as i pass my N's .. but i dont feel abit of relaxtion .. cos i still got choices to be made !
at 1st ! last year mr tan told me tat i may take back the syllabus tat i suppose to be taking for N's and O's ! N's i took back but O's ?? i was told tat MOE taken away the priviledege of taking the older syllabus ~
so FUCK YOU LAH M.O.E !!! u make me waste my year of studying sia .. i could haf go nitec last year if i noe i cant take old syllabus for O's !
siao sia ~
okay ! right now no final decision have been made .. currently waiting for bro to come back from indo to made the final decision ..
but i wans to go higher nitec .. not becos of i scare taking O's , but is becos i dont wan to make risky gamble ! it's 1 more year i wasting if i fail my O's ..
or rather, my sis jus told me to aim for 5 O lvl passes ! but i made my target base on current N lvl result .. MAYBE ! onli 4 can pass .. BUT !! provided it's the same syllabus ! but now, new syllabus, target have to be change .. which becomes onli confident of having 2 or 3 O lvl passes !
which means which means !! i haf to work for 3 years of work in 9 mths ! which is super duper super duper hard !!
everyone told me tat O lvl is impt .. yes i noe is impt .. but u think it's easy huh ?!?!
and ur ppl also say ... next year we all( the guys etc) also not there, u can everyday go home then study etc .. wahh ! ur say till veri easy ..
jason ho last year went ite, ur everyday also ask him out to play basketball ! if nv go .. ur will bastard bastard ! got new frens alrdy like tat .. wahh ! isn't it going the other way round .. means next year the same thing will go out to me ..
ARGH !! i noe alot of ur given me ur words of giving me tuitions and helping me out when i needed help in sch works .. I ALSO dont wan to leave the sch,teacher and frens i haf made in sch this year .. but every nice movie also will have it's ending 1 day .. hahahaha ! i jus use jason's favourite lines .. okay !!
i think i will make a final and last decision when wat my bro advice me .. then i think over and over again be4 making the decison final !
okay ! bye !